My best friend. The one person I could trust made me feel like complete shit tonight. I don't even wanna see her now. I see her twice a year if I'm lucky. We had plans to see each other and she lied to not hang out. I'm like heartbroken, she cares more about her friends in a different state. :( I feel like she's using me to get a ride somewhere in two days. I feel like complete shit. Hope she's happy with what she's done..:(
I dont want to marry into your crazy bipolar family. I dont want to be around them. They dont embrace me the way I embrace them. Not all of them are bad people, I just realized that the whole situation is not what I want. Sorry.
Now that I dont want to be with you anymore, you all of a sudden love me so much and want to get married and have kids. After years of you treating me like shit and cheating on me how can you get mad at me when I say we have grown apart? You just want me to stick around for your own selfish reasons. If you really love me then let me go! Stop playing the victim trying to make it seem like I'm leaving you for dead. Just because I dont want to be with you does not mean I dont still care about you. I did want kids but I dont feel that way anymore. I dont want to get married because honestly thats setting myself up for failure. I'm tired. I'm tired of taking care of you, I'm tired of giving you money. Its been almost 5 years of me financially supporting you! THIS SHIT HAS GOTTEN OLD. You have never done anything for me, never even gave me a $1. Not even change. I just feel like you have become a bill to me and I feel so bad for saying that but thats how I feel.
I've only known my best friend for about a year. He's like my twin. I love him more than anything and I would trust him with my life. But lately we've been having fights. A lot. And the majority of them our my fault. We'll have a fight at school, I'll go home wishing there's something I could do (he's like never on Facebook and he doesn't have a cell phone), and when I see him the next day, I go up to him, sometimes hug him, but I always apologize and say I'm working on being a better friend. Which I am, but I'm making no progress. And then we'll be happy the rest of the school day. But the day after that, the whole cycle starts over again. I miss him so much when we're away from each other and I don't wanna lose him...I couldn't bear to live without him. He's like my whole life, and I don't wanna keep messing up our friendship.I have no idea what to do. He's been through so much and me and our other friends are all he has. I just want him to be happy and have a much better life than he does now.
I am a dark person. Accepting too. I just want totalk or chat or whatever with someone who is... My ameis Saya
