i feel lost abandoned unloved and different. for the past weeks ive been lied to by people who i thought were true friends. a guy who was my best friend turns out was only nice to me for one thing and after it he acts like i dont exist. people who i thought were my friends have just broken my spirit. ive been teased. critisized. people have been making false rumors and sent me hurtful texts. i feel like its me against the world. every cute guy i let in my heart has just smashed it in so many ways. normally i would pull my self together and get over it but i cant anymore. ive been depressed for a while and just feel like im nothing. guys see me as a challenge. no guys rlly like me. they only fall in love with the barbie dolls. and im the complete opposite. i can deal with having my own style and being labeled different. but i didnt think this kind of pain so many mean people would come at me for it. ive been called everyname in the book and im just done. if u have advice for me plz leave it below. cuz im done.
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